Selena Gomez On Rehab & Quitting Her Tour: 'I Can't Wait For People to Forget About Me'

Selena Gomez landed her first Vogue cover for the magazine's April issue. While the photo shoot shows how gorgeous the pop star is, it's the interview inside that shows just how candid she has become. The singer opens up about the reason why she ended her Revival World Tour and went to rehab.

“Tours are a really lonely place for me. My self-esteem was shot. I was depressed, anxious," Gomez explains. "I started to have panic attacks right before getting onstage, or right after leaving the stage. Basically I felt I wasn’t good enough, wasn’t capable." She continues,

"I felt I wasn’t giving my fans anything, and they could see it—which, I think, was a complete distortion. I was so used to performing for kids. At concerts I used to make the entire crowd raise up their pinkies and make a pinky promise never to allow anybody to make them feel that they weren’t good enough. Suddenly I have kids smoking and drinking at my shows, people in their 20s, 30s, and I’m looking into their eyes, and I don’t know what to say. I couldn’t say, ‘Everybody, let’s pinky-promise that you’re beautiful!’ It doesn’t work that way, and I know it because I’m dealing with the same shit they’re dealing with."